So this post starts with the reading of this article from Rolling Stone about John McCain. You are left after reading with a picture of a truly disgusting human being, the sort of person you would not want as a friend, the sort of person whom would make you reconsider friendship with anyone who would want him as a friend. While the article is undeniably partisan and biased, I don't think any of it is particularly untrue (in fact most of it has been a part of the public record for decades). I can admit that I have been somewhat taken by the McCain narrative over the years, and would have been tempted to vote for him in 2000 had he actually been the nominee. The fact that most of this narrative is an invention isn't terribly surprising to me.
In fact, I'm not convinced that Barack Obama is a "good person" either. I'm not really convinced that any of our Presidents have been or even should be good people. I loved the complaints in 2000 that Ralph Nader was only running for his "ego". Of course he's running for his ego! Everyone is! In order for you to get to the point where you can say with a straight face, "I think I should be the leader of the largest country in the world and de facto leader of the free world" you have to be a raging egomaniac. And in order to have gotten the political positions and favors necessary for anyone else to want to put you there you will have had to do a great many things that make you seriously unlikeable. In truth, Nader was running despite having very little chance of winning just to try to influence the debate away from the corporatism of both parties, which seems the least ego-driven of the candidates, especially as he didn't change his views or plans just to suit his own "Likability".
Truly I'm not looking for a President that I like. I'm looking for one who will represent me, will more often than not make the right choice for the country rather than for their own careers, and who have the political skills to get things done. And I haven't seen a candidate like that in a long time and I just can't support voting for someone who continues to support the same lowest common denominator crap that has dominated this country for the last 30 years (or more). I will not vote for evil, even if it is the lesser one. And for all the poetic talk of change I haven't seen anything from either of these candidates that makes me believe they will offer anything more than cosmetically superficially different.
If you'd have told me 10 years ago I'd be considering voting for Bob Barr, I'd have punched you in the mouth. But here we are. The choices get worse, the political courage gets more and more rare, and the country slips further. Just bring on the Visigoths and lets move on to whatever is next.
Notes:
The Rolling Stone article is long, but worth reading for an incredible portrait of someone so unlikeable who has managed to be very popular in the Senate. It really makes me wonder how much worse every one else must be.
Please don't tell me about how bad or good McCain or Obama are, or ask me to defend them. This is not a partisan post, I assure you I'm equally disgusted by both of them.